Sunday, August 2, 2009

I'm pretty sure this happened last summer if I'm not mistaken...

It's a tad late and I'm a wee bit sleepy but I figure I should blog anyway to keep the writer inside me thriving!

Blatant honesty time. Recovery has been "meh". "Meh" is the best word I can think of at the moment because I think I've hit an extremely severe roadblock and am STILL trying to find a way past it. More honesty, for the most part, I've been a fairly unhappy child for a while now. There's just something about my lack of self control during the summer (letting my guard down I suppose) and then I look in a mirror... and you can probably guess what happens after that. They don't call it Body Dysmorphia for nothing. Sometimes it doesn't hit me, and that's always fabulous, but it has been, frequently. Sigh. I don't know what my plan of attack against this is going to be. My return to Rider is slowly creeping back up on me (WHERE DID THE SUMMER GO?!?!?) and I'm definitely caught on the fence. Looks like this girl has got a lot of thinking to do...

Spirit lifter anyone? Well, during dinner today I accidentally spit iced tea on my soon-to-be brother-in-law because he said, "Cannolis?" in what was probably the funniest voice I have ever heard in my entire life. Whoops! It brought a bunch of laughs, that's for sure. Sorry bro, sometimes I laugh... A LOT.

Aww. Sometimes I can't help but post pictures of things for no reason other than the fact that I find them absolutely beautiful.

Vagueness of an entry, I'm going to bed. Nighty nighty <3

I decided a layout change was in order. Tried to find the most rainbowlicious one I could and stumbled upon this gem.... I'm a picky little bugger so this one will do just fine for now =)