Monday, April 20, 2009

One of the best compliments I've heard in a long time.

It's raining and thundering and lightening... You would think that I would be over this fear by now but no. I'm still pretty freaked out during storms and prefer to stay inside if I can manage it. Haha, even in my early 20's I'm still a little girl who's afraid of thunderstorms and balloons.

Happy 4/20 by the by! If you celebrate one holiday you should celebrate them all (if that's your thing mind you!) Personally, I'll probably not be embracing the spirit but, um, be green! Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Well, now that I've sort of just suggested that people go out and smoke up this would be the perfect time to mention that my PHOCUS interview is OFFICIALLY on Thursday. It's a real set time and I was told that it'll be a "group discussion" with the man and woman in charge of the whole thing. Despite the fact that the interview will probably be more low key if anything, I'm still pretty nervous about it. PHOCUS has become extremely important to me which is both scary and empowering at the same time.

Progress is being made. How do I know? Ponder me this... at dinner two days ago I received this comment.

"Wow. You're eating like the healthiest meal I've ever seen here."

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. That's a MAJOR boost to my ego in case you haven't noticed. I've been trying extremely hard to slowly change my eating habits and make all the right choices. To hear something like this does make me feel like things are getting a little better. It's still difficult but I'm trying. Like for reals.

Vague. Random. I haven't got that much to say I suppose. Haha. I've got counseling homework that I have to take care of for tomorrow morning so I supposeeee that I should get on that!